Gave Me cookie, got you cookie!

 Nick Miller is slept on. I think he encapsulates a person society does not want to confront exists. A 30 something year old who kind of doesn't halfway not have his shit together. He is beyond irresponsible. Nick Miller has a credit score closer to two digits then four. Watching Nick I felt his presence was as delusional as it was pathetic so inspiring?? Nick never gave a fuck he always owned who he was and it was admirable. He feels like he is destined to take off in many different avenues. Whether it is being a bartender or a writer working on a riveting novel called The Pepperwood Chronicles about a guy from New Orleans fighting with the alligator within. Nick low-key hates himself, and he procrastinates to the extent of not securing something he knows will make him happy, self sabotaging his own joy, because of his deep, rooted insecurity. That he's not useful enough or that his only purpose is to distract others from what they have going on because he’s never going to be better. Nick is authentic to himself, also the parentified child within a large family. Nick Miller is fictitious but if he were real and you asked him he wouldn't say he is kind. Nick would have a rebuttal although he took pity on a severely obese boy in college befriending him instantly. Or that he made the black boy in his childhood school feel included. He wouldn't say he's considerate, although he’d probably walk around the planet to put a smile on Jessica Day's face. Nick Miller represents this inner child within all of us that we try to ignore but are secretly operating in tandum with. And I think, as a society we need to channel his unapologetic joy, his vulnerable misery, and brutally honest opinions. It’s okay to be indecisive and remind people that feeling stagnant in life is normal because there's no right way to move.











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