What nobody talks about

  The agony of developing a frontal lobe. Plan A's, credit cards, sex, budgeting, wrinkles, Plan B's, loans, break ups, internships, doubt, healing, and recovery. The agony of developing a frontal lobe.

The urge to yearn: rope burn from a tug-of-war that has yet to cease. The never ending torment evokes a sense of peace. Hope is the product, but the urge to yearn is a whif of fumes. 

A Quantum Leap secured; a paradigm shift. Or a shifted paradigm that leaves you scared shitless. A sanctuary created by you, but foreign. 

For some reason, nobody talks about this.  We can never locate the address of an identity  nobody talks about..